the blog that hardly changes

i'm trying to make a decision....

do i keep this blog? and commit to being a little more faithful to it...

OR

do i end this attempt at online expression...

I'm torn. I'm terrible at decisions...especially when it means black or white, yes or no, where there is no compromise with another choice...i'm realizing I tend to want all options, and often try a lot without pursuing a lot to complete ends. What does this mean for my relationship with Jesus? Am I living for Him completely? Do I pursue Him above all else? When it comes to deciding against another option in a situation that tears at me...will it be black and white, yes or no with no compromise?

I want it to be...I fiercely want it to be.

Its my decision.